Darn Dreams!

*Leeloo listens to music as she surfs around the internet during some downtime*


*Leeloo starts to go through and clean out her old emails and she runs across the ones from when she found that one guy.... The tall funny musician*


*Leeloo's heart skips a beat as she flashes back to that terrible nightmare*


*She remembers how that heartbreak in her dream... it zapped all her creativity, her desire*


*Leeloo snaps out of it and leans back in her chair*
So many women I admire are quirky and weird... and they are successful. Doesn't mean I can't be too! right?


Leeloo: Like I said before... I just have to be me and things will work out...


Leeloo: I just know it will!


Leeloo: I think its time for a change...


*Leeloo bends down to open her bedside table*


Leeloo: It's time for blue hair!


Leeloo: and a Bunny Hat!


Leeloo: I can't stop thinking about him...


Leeloo: I've got to get him out of my head...


Leeloo: hmm...


Leeloo: I wonder...


Leeloo: I should write him!


Leeloo: But...


Leeloo: What if that nightmare comes true?


Leeloo: I'll never know unless I try...


Leeloo: It could end up being a dream... And its better than not knowing, yea? This could be it!


Leeloo: My Protector, My Best Friend, My Love, My one


Leeloo: He could be the Rava to my Miyu!


Leeloo:My Mamo-Chan!


Leeloo: It could be an uncanny dream!


*Leeloo flops onto the bed and sleepily asks the carebear*
Leeloo: What do you think Blue?


*Leeloo dozes off - exhausted from the excitement*
Hopefully to a better dream and future

(7396V) ~> (8479V)

Momentum

Momentum

force or speed of movement; impetus, as of a physical object or course of events

Leeloo: It's been a while...

Leeloo: I moved to a new place...

Leeloo: It's been such hard work...

Leeloo: Moving beyond the past, redifining my life in more ways than just where I physically live...

Leeloo: Sometimes I'm so confident and others I'm not. Then I realize I'm only human...

Leeloo: I've accomplished so much and still feel theres so much further to go.

Leeloo: I'm one of the biggest techy geek girls you'll find...

Leeloo: I have a passion for photography, though I'm not the best out there and am often lazy about it.

Leeloo: I have so many nice things and so often don't really use the group oriented items.... as I am often alone.

Leeloo: I've got all of these items for crafting and creating. so often they collect dust... though my commission shop has helped keep me busy using them...

Leeloo: To my credit... I have started painting some more...

Leeloo: I really like the way my apartment is turning out. Winter made me this bed set. It's perfect!

Leeloo: Who knows what the future holds... Seems like no matter how hard I try - I end up black and blue.

Leeloo: I can't force the future to hurry. I just have to try to be ready for it.

(5301V) ~> (7010V)

That Haunting Dream

Poor Leeloo has had a time of it lately... The only escape from the stress has been sleep, but she's had trouble doing even that.

Leeloo: Why is it that all the stars have to align for me?

Leeloo: I've been packing and organizing this stuff for what seems like forever

Leeloo: Toiling over whether I can make it work. Can I afford it? Can I move in time? Will it all fit? Will I be happier?

Leeloo lets out a sigh

 

Leeloo: I'm beginning to question it all.

Leeloo: Is any of it worth it? 

Leeloo: Whats the point of all this seemingly fruitless effort?

Leeloo: All the things I've done in my life.

Leeloo: Things I was once proud of. Things I had thought were worth while and meant something, at least to me.

Leeloo: They've all started to slip away and loose meaning.

Leeloo: Value...

Leeloo: I've done all I can do....

Leeloo: I just don't know if it'll be enough.

Leeloo: I hate not being in control.

Leeloo: 私は新たな始まりをする。。。

(4592V) ~> (5095V)